and tell myself what I really need and what my motives are, I get this. And then my brain feels really sheepish about it, like maybe it’s really lame and I’m incapable of mattering or doing things that matter. I think it’s just upset that it kept it hidden and in the shadows for so
On March First I started a Tumblr to keep track of my progress. I mostly just update with my starting weight of the day and how I’m feeling. I’ve been using an app for food tracking, but it’s waned in it’s helpfulness, so I’ll probably go back to just remembering what I eat again in
Every night before I fall asleep (somewhat fitfully) for the last few days I’ve had a running scenario/monologue. This isn’t really new to me, but for some reason it’s been fairly consistent the last few days which is somewhat odd. I’m a guest on my favorite podcast (nerdist) and we’re talking about something and it
The other webseries I’m working on now has a trailer!
Woke up to a leaky ceiling, a wonky stomach, and rain. But my ram came in, I’m working on the CSS3 badge, and I’m staying in my pj’s and a super big robe while journaling and show planning.
I need to not stay up so late and wake up earlier, at least for the next week, because I have a lot of things I want to do, and not enough time to do them with my current “schedule”. Also, I need to wake up and run from Zombies again, when it’s not raining
“You have brains in your head. You have feet in your shoes. You can steer yourself any direction you choose. You’re on your own. And you know what you know. And YOU are the one who’ll decide where to go…” ― Dr. Seuss I’d like to go to Cardiff, in England, and travel in the
but instead, I’m writing, because I need to and I can’t find food until my brain spills it’s thoughts. Weirdness. I got to part three of The Nerdist Way and I need to talk now. The last few days I’ve been in a funk, not weird for me I guess, but I had several really