I just. I don’t know. All I can think to say is if it’s a game about love, you’re doing it wrong. It’s absurd and a little triggering if you think about it, but also so hard to look away. Props for creativity, I guess, but….I wouldn’t say it’s less damaging than a normal FPS, that’s for sure.
2014 has been intense shit. I’m alone for a little while, and realizing how small I am. There’s only so much I can do. Before the need to attend to my psyche over powers my ability to be useful to the world. And that’s okay. I’m trying to accept that. I don’t have to be
So I did that this weekend. You can play it here!
I’m not going to lie, I’ve been running myself ragged lately. Sometimes it’s like, I don’t know how to not, you know? I don’t know what a healthy balance is, and when the bulk of my work is creative it blurs the lines between shit I do for me and shit I do for other
I had a dream last night, and in that dream I spent a lot of time with my closest-in-age sister doing chores. She’d taken up the slack for me since I was gone and had figured out how to do all the dishes and things required for keeping a house full of 8 people clean.
All I’ve wanted to do all week is work on a variety of programming projects, and as a result I haven’t touched any of them, and I’m too tired right now to start (3am != programming start time). Anyway, the couple that are vying for attention right now are my Ruby on Rails + Comic
Worked on some E.R.A. Plotting Voted (and then drank a lot because reasons) Washed the dishes most days And cleaned the stove Mopped the floors Made the bed Took out the trash Ordered Alex’s birthday presents Ordered shoes and sent them back Drew a comic Had more ideas for ruby apps Decided I want to
I have a lot of jewelry and I don’t really wear much of it. I’m not a huge jewelry person – I wear two sets of studs in my ears to keep the holes from closing and my wedding ring, and that’s about it unless I’m feeling fancy and it’s not winter (necklaces + cold
Today I moved the plastic wrap/etc from the top shelf above the stove to the bottom shelf above the stove so I can actually reach them. And by I moved, I mean, I asked Alex to get down what I couldn’t gingerly reach with my finger tips so I could put it somewhere within both reach
We’re sort of slowly getting ready to move across the country in the spring, and so I’ve been trying to get rid of things – extra clothes, furniture, etc, that I’m not using/don’t need…nothing weird (except for maybe having been planning this move all year). I’ve been thinking about how nice it feels to have