Month: March 2014

  • Early Art

    Early Art

    I’m trying to pare down on the amount of random bulk that I/we have in preparation for moving to Seattle next summer(!!!!) and sell as much as we can to help with the move. I’m also trying to distribute all of my art that is not on my walls. All of it is circa 2010-2012…

  • Spirals

    Spirals

    Sometimes, weird – minor, normal, human things happen and they send me into a spiral. Sunday we tried to un-wax my ears and I’m on day two of stuffy sinus pressure and weird wax extraction cycles that involve a lot of uncomfortableness. According to my primary care doctor, I have the tiniest ear canals they’ve…

  • Fluidity

    Fluidity

    One of the hardest and easiest things for me to accept about myself is that I am fluid and constantly evolving. I have to remind myself that it’s okay to be (fluid). Sometimes I feel bad because I’m still figuring out things about myself and my gender identity and where I fit and as I…

  • Guilt and Art and Stuff

    Guilt and Art and Stuff

    You know when you hate yourself and you just want to give everything up because you’re doing things different and you feel like you shouldn’t be able to? Because nothing makes you special or better than the next person who’s doing things the way everyone else does and that person is even better for it…

  • Self Care

    Self Care

    I feel like the last few weeks have been crazy – last week had so many stresses in it – and then they were gone, but the feeling stayed. Self Care requires a lot more listening to myself than I’m good at…doing. Today was a movies + drawing + getting dressed at 6:30 for coffee…

  • My Elaborate Plan

    My Elaborate Plan

    Five years ago, on my birthday, I left home. Obviously, there’s a lot of backstory to this, and, I guess, this is that story.I didn’t say goodbye – I couldn’t say goodbye. I was terrified that if I did, if I told them I was leaving, that they would shut me in my room, and…

  • Birthday

    Birthday

    I feel like writing something, but I don’t know what I need to say, also I had the awesomest birthday yesterday (when it was actually my birthday) so, I’m showing off the awesome.