The more I’ve been wanting to write, the more I’ve been resisting sitting down and doing it. Depression has been eating me alive lately. The…

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Disability

I started realizing that I need to come to terms with the physical effects of CPTSD throughout the last semester. I have to come to…

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Imaginary Numbers

School has stepped on a lot more things than I thought it would. Depression has been really strong this week, things build. There’s a really…

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Mountains

At 4pm I have the Compass math test at Laney. In the morning I need to drop off all of my income documentation from the…

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Just Ask

We’re back in the trauma-dump phase of therapy where I dump a bunch of things and then chew on some of it the rest of…

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Hiatus

You may have noticed that I really haven’t been able to do much of anything for several weeks at this point. My brain checked out…

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Perpetual Horror

Life lately has consisted of constantly staring this horrific reality in the face and not blinking. Then, taking what I see and figuring out how…

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Expecto Patronum

I was talking to my therapist last night about the election and activism and something she poked at really struck me. It is important for…

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