Recovery Update

I’m 10 days post-op, the stabbing sensation has largely subsided. I’m still spotting a bit, the incisions ache if I move or stretch too much,…

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uterus = null

Monday I had a complete hysterectomy. I got to Mt. Zion hospital at 5:45am, surgery started around 8am, I was out at 11:30 and discharged…

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Hysto Date!

HOLY SHIT. I’ve been wanting  needing to get my uterus out for years. I have talked to so many doctors about this, and about sterilization…

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The more I’ve been wanting to write, the more I’ve been resisting sitting down and doing it. Depression has been eating me alive lately. The…

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Disability

I started realizing that I need to come to terms with the physical effects of CPTSD throughout the last semester. I have to come to…

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If I had a quarter for every time I sat down to write and the first sentence was something along the lines of “I need…

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It Feels So Stupid

Last night, I was curled into a ball crying in my partner’s arms because everything about school is hard. It’s not necessarily the material or…

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27:9

I meant to write a retrospective before my birthday, but 2018 has been one hell of a year already, let me tell you. I got…

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Goodbye 2017

I’ve been putting off writing for some reason. I’m not entirely sure why. Some of it is probably just burnout and exhaustion from school, processing…

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