What does it mean to belong?
I’m a part of many groups but always try not to feel attached, in case something goes wrong and they don’t want me anymore (thanks, parents).
Being actively involved in belonging scares me because it feels like a huge commitment I don’t know if I want to make.
Which is weird, right? because I’m married and that’s bigger than a group, course, or meeting.
But maybe it’s because I’m not insecure in Alex and I belonging, like I am with bigger groups.
So maybe belonging has more to do with security, and it takes a while?