It’s Okay To Be Sporadic

It’s Okay To Be Sporadic

I feel like my year just exploded with a bunch of different things, and in a way, it did, I’ve added a lot more personal projects – including hardcore game development, which is going to involve a lot of learning C#, unity, and javascript, and how to build 3D worlds….and, it’s not a light undertaking. Also, 5 comics, two ruby apps/sites, moar livestreams for kierygeek, and writing, oh yeah, and moving.

So, Monday was the first day back into life again from taking a two week vacation (in which we gamed 90% of the time and it rocked) and I feel so disoriented. I knew it was coming, it always does, and it’s good, and by next week I’ll be fine again, but I’m realizing, as I have all these things I’m super excited about doing – that I’m also overwhelmed.

Moving is taking up a huge chunk of my brain space, if not practical space, and it’s only going to become more so as we get closer to our lease ending, so as I was trying to sort out my life on paper earlier, I realized that it’s going to be sporadic for at least the near future, and it’s okay to be sporadic.

The only things I know for sure will be happening consistently is Humorotica and Matt & Kiery Vs. SAO, and that’s okay (also, Humorotica has a patreon and it would be so rad if  you checked it out).

As much as I want to be consistently updating and progressing all my projects, at this point, I need to make sure I can keep myself sane.

My weight has been fluctuating a lot lately, and it’s starting to bother me in a way it never used to before. I need to center and be okay with myself in my body, whatever it is. I don’t really know how or have the words to talk about it yet, but it’s not fun. My headspace hasn’t been overly awesome, but the awfulness doesn’t last so, I just need to….be able to be okay.

Long story short, my life is going to be sporadic for a while, between projects, moving, and mental health, and that’s perfectly okay.

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